Tuesday 2 July 21:22

I am having sutures removed later this evening. I am nervous about this :( 

Love to all of you 
Remember that I cannot see my BLOG. I can only add my experiences. Can't wait to see it when I get home... Sarah xxx

Katy's visit

Katy has spent the evening session with me. Katy, I love you so much. She has calmly asked me lots of questions, like what did they take out of my head, to, who is the illest person in the ward. However she decends into tears and cuddles. I have told her how much I love her 
And how special it is that she is sharing how she feels. Having a mummy with shirley is NOT GOOD. But hay, let's keep celebrating. Shirley has been removed and I am on recovery. I am re-experiencing new sensations (eg I feel pretty and witty and gay :)). Katy, keep crying - you are beautiful - and keep smiling - your mummy is back. We are going to have the most ammazing times together.

Tuesday 2 July 15:23

I have dozed throug the day. I am weeping now because I have listened to West Side Story. I love the music and the dance, the power of the story. It is something that I had lost. The connection between music and my soul. West side story makes me cry. My connections are coming back. I do not know how to describe it to you, except to say that I am so happy to be in floods of tears. Love you all. Sarah xxx

I had a bigger pooh :)

Tuesday 2 July 12:35

I have slept through the morning on painkillers, and then more pain killers ... Actually, I have had same pain killers as any day but today I have been needy.
My joy is that it is lunchtime, and I missed the lunch order. No idea what lunch will be ...

Nelly's birthday

It is Nelly's birthday today. She is 85. She has a birthday card from her daughter and is very proud. She is bonkers too ...

Tuesday 2 July 09:31

Dave, I think you have just put a message on the BLOG - "when have I ever moaned?". Write your name too because it comes to me as "anonymous". 
I have just been filled with loads of drugs - the list is given somewhere. We are down to 2mg steroids.
Love you
Sarah xxx

Tuesday 2 July 07:37

Good morrning all. Pain killers are working. Nelly is in bed opposite ne, shirley remains name of my tumour, and I am shirleyless :). Love you all
Thanks for messages
They help me so much
Sarah xxx.

Bad night

Good morning all. Had a bad night last night, but happy to say I am through it. Had a fever and ended up needing help going to loo in the night. Missed my pain killers, so wake in morning in pain... All going now. Going to try to sleep. S xx

Monday 1 JUly 23:46

Lights down 1130 pm. All Quiet. I do not feel well. High temp. Nurse knows. S xxx